Worry wart

I worry constantly throughout the day. I was never a worrier before I had babies. I sit and think about Z and P and I think about their future and the present. I worry that I do too much for them sometimes. Should I really give Zelda the toy she is asking for even though it is just in her toy bin and she is clearly being a wee bit lazy because she is perfectly capable of getting it herself. Will she never be independent? Will Portia be behind all the other girls and boys in her graduating high school class because I do not show her images of black and white circles while playing different kinds of classical music throughout the day? Will they be liked? Will they be successful? Will they be happy? I hope so.

They make me happy.